reason #biliionth that i’m crazy

this now makes two guys i’ve hooked up with that have been arrested

fuuuuuck i have to go to CCA prom. that may be the most awkward event of my life yet.

if there was a super easy way, like a button to push or a pill to swallow, that would kill yourself, i would be dead so many times over. i literally have no reason to be here right now-none. i have not been happy or remotely anything of the sort for as long as i can remember literally and all i want to do lately is not be here, or anywhere. i am a sucky person and so is everyone else on this earth. i fucking want to die.

i want a love like stanley and stella’s

i would literally give anything to be skinny, including my own foot